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THEY SENT ME HOME THIS AFTERNOON.

I'm so fucking happy!

This represents a whole new start for me. Today I am determined that everything will change and that determination is gonna stay with me.

I promise.

So here's the deal... I'm in hospital, the sort for crazy people, I've been here a week now. I'm doing okay now but it was hell to start with- well, it still is but I'm dealing. ish. I have been sectioned under the mental health act (act 2) so I can be kept here up to 28 days. I have no idea if I'll be kept that long or not. No-one has mentioned the words "going home" to me yet so I think I still have a lot longer. I am missing my babies; I'm missing my husband; I'm missing everything... but that is my fault, if you do something crazy you end up somewhere crazy. I personally feel sorta better though, except I'm really really tired today; I still haven't been sleeping, even on the medications. They just make me groggy and lethargic; I can fall to sleep but I wake up every half hour or so and that makes me really cranky and blahhhh. There isn't a lot more to say so I think that is about it for now.

Heres he layout and i cant lie I am not happ with it there are several other things I ma try with That may look better and you may like better,But i Thought that the two Oak trees where a Symbol of our friendship it with stand all and keeps growing for 100s and 100s of years.I wanted it to be more colorful but it didnt turn out that way so Like I said I may try he other Ideas.Let me know your thoughts.
I love you !!!!!
Somewhere out there, beneath the pale moonlight, someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight. Somewhere out there, someone's saying a prayer, that we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there. And even though I know how very far apart we are, it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star. And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby, it helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky. Somewhere out there, if love can see us through, then we'll be together, somewhere out there, out where dreams come true.

i managed to get a computer for an hour or so. but now i'm here there's nothing to do. i probably should have stayed in bed. i really don't have anything to say...