So here's the deal... I'm in hospital, the sort for crazy people, I've been here a week now. I'm doing okay now but it was hell to start with- well, it still is but I'm dealing. ish. I have been sectioned under the mental health act (act 2) so I can be kept here up to 28 days. I have no idea if I'll be kept that long or not. No-one has mentioned the words "going home" to me yet so I think I still have a lot longer. I am missing my babies; I'm missing my husband; I'm missing everything... but that is my fault, if you do something crazy you end up somewhere crazy. I personally feel sorta better though, except I'm really really tired today; I still haven't been sleeping, even on the medications. They just make me groggy and lethargic; I can fall to sleep but I wake up every half hour or so and that makes me really cranky and blahhhh. There isn't a lot more to say so I think that is about it for now.